i know we have been knowing each other since we were even young, but there's a couple of things i would want you to be clear of. when you feel hurt, i hurt too. when you seem lost, i get lost too. so here's the deal.
i understand that you feel very confused right now. i understand that you have no idea for what you are doing or even for what you live for. it's just a lucky thing that all these hadn't mess your results and such. i know you don't feel calm..contented. i know you had a lot of 'fun' but deep inside you're tired. tired of going out, tired of studying, tired of everything. going to a paramore concert, might be the most awesome night of your life but when you wake up the next morning i know you feel something quite not right. you've done a lot of things wrong. and it's good you're changing, trying to change at least now. but i also know you got no burning spirit that keeps you're head focus on the long terms.so whatever. you just need to know that you are STRONG. and you can achieve ANYTHING that you want. cause you are a freaking STAR. and you can sing, dance do whatever paint, and still be proud of it! because you don't give a hell of what other think they don't matter! all that matter is you're not hurting anyone and you are HAPPY.
i know,i feel the same thing too. so wake up!
you wrote 'i don't know what drag me to class everyday..'
and i reply : it's because you are amazing. and you got through all this crap for 19 and 11 months already. so fight it off, with your mind blowing AMAZING skills.;P
xxyourselfxx
you're a strong leopard okai? :)
